Tuesday, 26 December 2017

I'm Still Not Feeling New Years... // #blankthoughts

Last year I wrote a post about why I don’t celebrate New Years. (you can read that here

There was a little part of me this year that wanted to break my thoughts and try something for New Years. This lasted for approximately for a day before I shrivelled up back into my scrooge-esque mode of hating the new year.

2017 has been a pretty great year for me, of course there were a few mishaps/sad moments along the way, but these have been completely outweighed by the positives of the year. Don’t get me wrong, the thought of a new year and new start is growing on me, but frankly the idea of saying goodbye to a good year for a new year upsets me a little bit more.

This time next week it will be 2018, and I can almost guarantee I won’t suffering from a weekend long hangover- and I’m quite excited about that. See, in my old age (yes, I feel that 20 is perfect to consider myself an old woman now and love it!) I'm pretty certain I don't want to be out on New Year. One year I will make myself do it, but until then the sofa is fine. I'm back at that point where I am looking forward to 'things' again, I'm not entirely sure what those things are, however I am certain that I don't want events that could put me at a temporary low ruining the surprising excitement I have for New Years.

I'm excited for the New Year, but I don't see myself drinking through the excitement anytime soon...

 Beki x


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