Monday, 5 September 2016

Nice Not Being Judged // #blankthoughts

Last week when I was in Malaga there were two thoughts consistently going through my head, the first one was, 'when you get home you're gonna sort your life out' (pretty self explanatory really!)

The second thought was a little more personal, and for the first time in years, I didn't feel like I was being judged or criticised by those around me. Sure, around the pool people may have thought 'oh that poor girls sunburn' or 'ooh I don't like that bikini', but it was nothing had heard, or needed to hear, it was great.

I was away with my Mum, and whilst she is probably my harshest critic (both good and bad), it allowed me to switch off for a week, and really just focus on the nice things around me, something I don't do very often if at all.

I also adopted the persona of 'not giving a f**k' towards the end of the holiday, which meant that I did get to really live and feel the happiest I have felt in years- and I mean years.

I've got a little bit more in depth post coming in a couple days reflecting on my days in Malaga, but to conclude, it was nice to feel like I wasn't being judged for the 7 days I needed a break.

Beki X 

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