Wednesday, 18 March 2015

In an attempt to motivate myself...


I feel the picture above really does relate to me.

I was a Saturday baby, and I am a workaholic. To the point where I either stress myself out over everything and cry, or fall asleep by half past eight due to exhaustion.

I naturally suffer stress anyway, it's in my make-up and along with the nervous disposition, and this can often end in a tricky situation. The majority of the time I know what I am doing and fairly calm, however 2015 has been less than easy so far, and my patience is really starting to show.

In a nutshell, I am juggling the equivalent of 4 A Levels alongside what most people would want as a full time career, and I don't get paid for it. I'm either brainstorming, writing, singing or emailing, whilst trying to write a brochure on the different types of companies within the music industry or the impact of theatre of the absurd on an audience (both recent examples)- and let's not forget blogging....

Blogging is a hobby I LOVE. And who knows maybe one day I will be able to see this blog from a successful angle, but if that doesn't happen I will be happy, as this blog has given me so much confidence and the ability to do new things. Once my workload eventually dies down over the next few weeks, I should have more time on my hands to do more things. It's just easier to sleep for less and work more at the minute, which really isn't helping anyone- especially me!

But it's all good, because hopefully all this work will pay off one day and I can look back and say, 'It was hard, but well worth it.'

And as for a social life? One day that will happen!

Beki x


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