Tuesday, 22 July 2014

A current catch up?

Today was another one of those posts where I didn't know what to write, I wanted to upload a new singing cover, but my batteries in my camera are shocking so I am waiting for new ones to arrive, I filmed my 'My Funny Valentine' cover on my iPad, but I really don't like the quality too much, so would sooner wait until I have the batteries.
Firstly, on a positive, I thought I would show you what book I am starting to read! I started  'The Little Coffee Shop of Kabul' by Deborah Rodriguez ages ago, but didn't get into it nor have the time to read, but now, as I have time, I am really enjoying it! (HINT read it).
I am not going to call this post 'Dear Diary..#2', purely because I feel like I don't need to express my feelings as much as I did in that post, and you will see why further down in the post...
As you may or may not know, I am blogging everyday this month (July), originally I was going to carry this over to August as well if I could think of enough things to write about, and I have some ideas, but I think I am going to stick to July for now, with a fair few posts in August.
This is because I decided when I first started blogging that I was only ever going to post what and when I wanted, so it didn't feel like a chore. I was really worried that I would feel this 2/3days into July blogging, and I'm not gonna lie its been a struggle at times, but I am loving every minute of it, and I am definitely not bored of it. 
I'm not sure if I should disclose this or not, but this month has been particularly hard for me, at the beginning of the month out of nowhere I developed shingles, and was left stuck inside for the best part of 17 days- not fun. Then last Sunday(13th) I was frantically trying to pack my bag for school and finish start my work I hadn't yet done, when sadly my Granddad took a turn for the worse and was hospitalised.
If you follow me on twitter (eehh plug) you may have seen that this week I have been tweeting particularly depressing tweets, this is because, for me, it was a place to escape. I usually find constant statuses on Facebook of similar nature very annoying, yet for some reason this felt like the right thing to do, and it helped me. So throw missing school on Monday due to literally having no clue what was going on alongside major spots (fgs) a mock exam that we kind of need to remember for September and the coursework I was still yet to finish (and SOME blog posts- majority were actually written ages ago),  stressed and confused was an understatement.
I only ended up going to school on Tuesday and half of Thursday, literally doing the bare ass minimum of what I had to do and explain everything to my teachers who hadn't seen me for the best part of 3 weeks.
Usually, I hate sitting and doing nothing, it bores me, I always have to be doing something, even whilst watching say a YouTube video, that's the type of person I am. Of course, I love a good lazy day, but even then I am still doing something-yet this whole week I have found myself literally sat on my phone or watching TV, emphasis on the 'or' as this never happens, and to be honest I loved it. It was almost like my way of escaping, and it also meant I felt relaxed and was giving my skin a slightly good chance of healing.
I am going to leave it there for today, as I think you have all probably switched off by now, as well as the fact I could probably sit for hours and type stuff like this.
And as for Granddad? He sadly passed away 3 days ago, RIP Granddad Taxi, love you lots xxxx
Beki <3

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